"Faith is Not an Intellectual Matter"

I know I believe in God because I will critize him to the deepest and defend him through eternity. I will tear down every institution that has built themselves in his name, and never lose hope in the individual. I know I love Christ because I dont claim a shred of faith that I dont have, but I am not faithless. I know that this will last becase while I fight it tooth and nail, I am doomed remember the miracles I have witnessed, and doomed to account for them on my dying day.