I'm a Single Cell on a Serpent's Tongue

When I came home, I stuffed it in my purse, to keep it hidden, to keep the cover close. I felt a little ashamed like I was 16 stealing my parents liquor again with the same regretful smug defiance. I know the words, "The God Delusion," would be a cherry on top of my negligent church attendance and my journey through the Qur'an, to them. I doubt they are willing to admit the assumed conclusion of this evidence, that I am no longer a Christian, but as their suspicion rises, I'm beginning to feel the sting of deception. 

I am in no way proud of my unbelief.

Im agnostic, btw.