I'm Down By The Tracks Watching Trains Go By

To remind me

I'm starting to realize that 20,000 dollars a year doesnt materialize from hopes and the desire for a good education. I'm starting to feel threatened by state lines. I'm starting to worry there wont be a way and I just keep praying there is some amazing undiscovered South Carolina school I have somehow missed in my college searches. I hate that I know there isnt. As much as Id love to go to school in Asheville, invisible boundaries spike the cost $11,000 more than in-state. And I simply dont know what to do about money.

There are places that aren't here.

Shelter Me O Genius Words

I'm a murderer

Your dad said you would be fine

And I cant even help myself

But God, he lied

On July 16th when you let me go

Your mom said stop calling nights

I wont come back

At least sometimes

And you can count on that

Your grace never looked as good

Congratulations

As it does this morning

You were just a waste of my time

In the daylight

Again

I'm tired of wasting time

I'll give it a few months

On a body that has no life

Before you figure that out

On a rhythm that has no rhyme

Luckily

Tonight

I refuse to die by my own hand

How do I fix this alone?